tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4687283670878884330.post7332574122783192833..comments2022-11-20T09:06:22.263-06:00Comments on This Here Is Neverland: A Pro-Ana Blog: The StartScarlethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15733387533272758966noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4687283670878884330.post-82450293118162544102014-05-20T20:43:51.813-05:002014-05-20T20:43:51.813-05:00I will be honest, I have not read all your posts. ...I will be honest, I have not read all your posts. But that banner at the top kills me. Pro ana? I have been there, and it is not a good life. It almost literally killed me. Multiple times. Please reach out to me if you want to make a positive change. I want to use my experience to help others.<br /><br />www.theantiana.blogspot.org<br />zoloftandcoffee@gmail.comMary Makowskihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12341398188039153849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4687283670878884330.post-87867409294034950902014-05-20T01:34:01.727-05:002014-05-20T01:34:01.727-05:00whenever i hear Waldorf, i think of Blair Waldorf....whenever i hear Waldorf, i think of Blair Waldorf...and i don't watch Gossip Girl (yet).<br />334 is a weird number. if i had a breakfast that had 334 calories, it would bug me until i have lunch because i don't like how the number looks like together.<br />what? your parents are a little insane to be honest. that's out of line.<br />the poor boy mightn't have done anything at all!<br />now that Frosty looks like it should be on the indulgence plan (i've never had a Frosty but everyone seems to love it).<br />we're in very similar situations then. my peers treated me that last year when i was 165 pounds. they did not catcall me but they made inappropriate comments about my weight all the time. they told me that i was chubby and whatnot. the next year, i walked into college weighing in at 143. and they still pick on how much i eat. i have a weird complex in which i mostly like to eat in front of people because i'm always afraid they think i don't eat. in fact, i eat so much food in front of people that they just plain warn me about how i'm going to get fat again. >_> <br />i had gotten down from 143 to my current, which is in the 130s. today it is 135. which i just realised is your goal weight.<br />it isn't really crazy per say. it's just that i am afraid of people picking on me for it. i have huge hips (they are 38") but i have a very small waist. like a 25 inch waist. it's my hips that prevent me from looking all skinny minnie to some people, but my waist makes people think i'm quite thin. <br />the problem is i lose weight on my waist very fast, and to a lesser extent - my hips. i'm just afraid that if i do this, then people would start picking on me for the fact that i lost (more) weight. and i don't want my parents to start making those comments about me looking bony. (i have a very large frame, and very prominent collarbones. i have a lining of my hipbones as well but my Mother insists that my hipbones stick out. they do not.)<br />__<br /><br />as i'm starting to reply back to comments made on my blog: <br /><br />"Yeah unless the food is enjoyable you're always going to be sad and want something else to fill the void. Try to go for flavor rich stuff that makes you happy. Instead of a sad salad covered in vinegar, make one with cranberries, apples, some cheese, with a yogurt dressing or something. Keep it interesting. Good luck! :)" oh no. i'd still find that very bland. in fact, my mind associates most salads as "bland food". it's rather more of "if i want pizza, i'm going to eat pizza." sort of thing. not in 'moderation' as some would say but rather if i want something i'll get it.Sam Lupinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12704442793403106405noreply@blogger.com