So good news: I got my new scale yesterday!!! I went to go look at it and my dad decided to buy it for me. The bad news is that my stats have changed.
Body fat: 41.3 % (ew, I remember a few years ago it was only at 40, which is still high)
Bone Mass: 6.6
Yeah, my nifty scale gives be all that great info. It's super accurate and reliable. It gave me the same weight three times in a row! No errors! Yay!
Also I decided that I was kind of cheating on the ABC by giving myself "free cals". I mean, I'm sure it was fine, but I'm restarting the ABC, for real this time. This is totally going to put me behind, but I think it's better to do it this way. I haven't had anything to eat yet, but it's only 1pm. I just got into a major argument with the 'rents while I was chopping up an apple to eat, but post-blow up I put it in the fridge, I just wasn't hungry. So maybe later.
My life is one big drama fest. Lost a friend, fought with the parents, all in one week. Wow, I think I need a manual for this life.
Anyway, I want to be down to 195 by January 30. That is the new goal and I will make it. I WILL.
XOXO and Stay Strong!
PS: thank you so much Lyndee for your comment. It's nice to know it's not all in my head. :)